>Back To Square One!

>Knock knock…
Who’s there?
It’s Bhavin…
Bhavin, who?
Bhavin, the one who keeps himself busy, to kill time!

Hahaha… The festival season has begun… With Paryushan over, I’m back to square one. Life’s been really funny since past few days. Time isn’t easy enough to pass out as earlier… Elders say that ‘Time Flies’ but not in my case. These days it was like, come to the office, work, go home from lunch, return to work, go back home for evening dinner, come back again to work and finally go home directly to the bed.

And now it’s back to the basics, slog out in the office for most of the time and go home just for the sake of sleeping, eating and (ahem ahem)… Sometimes I feel, what is the difference between me and my employees. The place where they stay is referred as lodge and I refer my place as home… Yawns, I guess now every morning I wake up, I’ll have to make myself realise, “Beta Bhavin? Its back to square one!”

>Bye Bye Paryushan… Welcome Ganesha

>Hi there… Finally the Jain festival is over… All those fun…The laddoos… The decorations… The Aarti… The fashion parade by the ladies (winks)…. The fastings and all… All over for a year… Man… I ‘ll be missing the days of past…

Speaking about past, I remember so many things from my past. Those fun days with friends… A misunderstanding-free life… I believe, most of the people (me included), still carry the baggage of the past… Oh! Give a break yaar! Can’t we just move on? Perhaps not!

Hopefully Ganesha should help us… Afterall He’s the Ultimate VIGHNAHARTA… Dear Ganesha, please remove all our obstacles that stop us from living a worry-free life…

That’s Bugs vomitting out his feelings again… Njoi…

>A Real Sneaky Stuff

>Hi there…. Ummm… It’s precisely 3.30 a.m. in my clock right now and I am going through a feeling of euphoria right now… Imagine staying awake till this late and sneaking off from the bed to blog around on my Nokia E90. Yes boss, you are reading it correct… After confessing about the rented laptop, I fear for my hair (of course, not life)…. What if I get tonsured! Hahaha…

Bending the rules is so much fun… And when Bhavin does it, it ought to be different. Well, inspite of being warned by my parents and elders not to watch movies in this holy festival, I sneaked off to watch Rock On! Man… What a movie… How the hell could I miss it! It’s so much like Dil Chahta Hai… I don’t wish to write the review or the synopsis of the story but I have to make a confession, it really tried to break my stone heart… And I would be honest… It was partially successful… (Well… Capricorn you see… I feel it hard to digest that I actually cried. I could feel the lump in my throat…)

Man! Life was so much normal… till I saw this movie… But that doesn’t mean that the movie was bad… Boss, I give it a 4 star rating… I mean… life was so normal. I had no motive or aim in life… That’s why I just took my life as it went… But suddenly, I feel life being so mechanical, so suffocative and so confusing… Being an introvert person, my life revolved around only a few selected friends… School life didn’t teach me the meaning of friendship, as hardly anybody liked my company. Hahaha. But I have no regrets about it! I was the best bet for being a laughing stock in my school. So to be honest, I never had people around me who could have set an example of friendship in my life… And I thank them… Had they not done like this, I wouldn’t have been able to distinguish between friends and ‘true’ friends…. (If my schoolmates read this, they are going to bay for my blood… I guess I am used to their tactics…)

And then, the golden period of my life came… college days… where I found best of friends… Adam, Eve, Hum, Tum, Kavi, Kris, Miss India… Time passed and we drifted apart, delved and got crushed in our own lives…

What I realise today is, though I still have these people around me but we aint looking like a group anymore… You can call it clashes of ego or battle of self respect or whatever… But I realise that no individual is bigger than a team and no friend is bigger than a group…

I wished I could have explained them about it… But, I guess I was one of the people who tried to wash out the dirty linen in public… Hum always said, “He never pelts stone on other people’s houses who has a hut of glass… He never preaches who never practices… And he never advices who never follows it…” I realise his meaning today… Cut the confession…

Guys.. if you are reading this… Sorry for all the lies that I said, sorry for all the wrong things that I did and sorry for spoiling the meaning of friendship… But just one request… Let’s get united again… Let’s create the same old Magik again… And finally… Let’s Rock On…

Nothing much more to write… It’s 4.30 am… I guess Mom has woken up… Got to sneak back to my bed… See you…

Bugs.